not coping

[outlander]

My sh urges and SI is off the charts @Snowie
I have the kids till midnight tonight though so safe enough at least.

[Snowie]

I am glad you are safe enough for now @outlander 

Is there anything I can help you with?

I know how hard it is to control those urges and thoughts

[outlander]

Im not sure @Snowie its hard to talk when im here until they are in bed.
Its so complicated. Just feel.. everything.. its so hard to get into. Just feel like a failure at everything i do. So much pressure from everyone. Sometimes just wish i wasnt here.

[outlander]

Think its best i go for now, the kids bouncing around and dont want others to worry so will come back soon. Just have to make it through for now

[Former-Member]

Hi @outlander 

I am sorry to hear that you are really struggling tomight. Please keep yourself safe and also reach out for help off the forum if you need to.

Take care,

Whitehawk

[Snowie]

Do what is right for you sweetheart. I will be around for a bit if you need to chat or just sit @outlander 💌💌

[outlander]

Thanks @Former-Member

@Snowie 💜

[Faith-and-Hope]

💜 @outlander 

[outlander]

@Faith-and-Hope 💞

[Sans911]

@outlander 💜 💜 💜 💜