Broken

[Loz_3647]

I feel like I'm mentally broken tonight....really struggling 

[Former-Member]

hey there @Loz_3647 ❤️ I can tell things are really tough for you tonight. When things aren't going great for me, I can feel pretty broken too. 

I'm glad you've reached out for some support tonight ❤️ 

Mind if I send you an email to check-in?

[Loz_3647]

That's ok @Former-Member 

[Shaz51]

@Loz_3647 

we are here for you if you like to chat 

sitting with you and @Former-Member is too 

[amber22]

Sitting with you tonight 💕 @Loz_3647 

[Messsedup]

I hope this feeling passes soon and you can build your new self stronger than before.

[Messsedup]

@Loz_3647 . I think I broke about 10 years ago. I tried many times to rebuild but someone always smashes me back down. Last week it was a friend of 30 years. It really hurts when someone you love is bluntly hurtful and onpoint.

This week I looked at myself to find a person who seems to have made so many mistakes that can't be erased. I have to live with it. I hate feeling like a loser. 

[Historylover]

Sorry to hear you're struggling, @Loz_3647. I don't have anything to offer but I just wanted to let you know we're with you and sending you all best wishes.

[Loz_3647]

Thank you. I don't think the people around me know how much I give (or appreciate it) or how much effort it takes me. But I am so exhausted of trying to keep going. I dont think I have it left in me to carry on. I don't even think I'd be missed if I was to go. I feel like I've put up with enough.

[Loz_3647]

I have been broken over and over but I don't think I can put up with it any longer. And yes it does really hurt. If only people could see how deep their words and actions hurt us.