β02-06-2021 04:52 AM
β02-06-2021 04:52 AM
Thanks @HenryX for your comments
I do enjoy the customers especially the ones that love a chat. We have a lot of the older generation and they love to stop and talk.
At times I feel overwhelmed and that's when I go into "panic mode" or "I don't give a stuff about life anymore" but those feelings do ease up. It just takes time.
@HenryX yiuve had lots of experience in different work places which is great. I've always stuck with either admin or pharmacy.
thanks again for replying. Xxx
β02-06-2021 04:53 AM
β02-06-2021 04:53 AM
Thanks for your comments @StuF
β05-06-2021 09:31 PM
β05-06-2021 09:31 PM
@BlueBay Beautifully written, I can definitely identify with the fear you speak of and also of not caring about anything. Hang in there and keep writing and please keep sharing. xx
BB π°π
β05-06-2021 09:32 PM
β05-06-2021 09:32 PM
@Silenus Much respect to you and great thanks for giving us a place to express ourselves! xx
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β05-06-2021 10:41 PM - edited β05-06-2021 10:45 PM
β05-06-2021 10:41 PM - edited β05-06-2021 10:45 PM
This one seemed appropriate for current Winter lockdown feels. xx
BB π°π
@Bunniekins @Former-Member @Anastasia @Shaz51 @frog @HenryX @Dimity @Judi9877 @Meowmy @Appleblossom @Mazarita @TideisTurning @rivergal @StuF @BlueBay @Silenus
Concrete In The Veins
Itβs foggy, itβs numbing, itβs frightfully dense,
This mood upon waking, is not making sense,
I try to remember, but nothing retains,
I guess itβs just concrete, that runs in my veins.
Not angry, nor anxious, just bland to the thought,
Too dulled for misgivings, to slow to retort,
The pressure is deep, Iβm asleep at the reins,
I guess itβs just concrete, that runs in my veins.
The horse has now bolted, the reins are a flap,
Iβm dazed and Iβm powerless, reading this map,
My eyes are all clouded, Iβm fastened by chains,
I guess itβs just concrete, that runs in my veins.
Constricted emotions, I feel like the dead,
Are wandering fruitlessly round in my head,
A zombie drug, nonsense, society claims,
I guess itβs just concrete, that runs in my veins.
A look that is hollow, a voice that wonβt speak,
A haunted demeanour that shadows the weak,
My heart feels abandoned, so little remains,
I guess itβs just concrete, that runs in my veins.
I long for the days where I tiptoe through time,
My mind all agog, like a Dr. Seuss rhyme,
Replenished with love on the happiness train,
Alas thereβs still concrete, that runs in my veins.
Β© BB - 13 Oct 2020
β05-06-2021 11:35 PM
β05-06-2021 11:35 PM
@bipolarbunny you inspired to give my take on winter days
Grey light all daylight, chill in air
β05-06-2021 11:57 PM
β05-06-2021 11:57 PM
@Dimity Wonderful verse my friend,
"Calendar pages turn and drop in this vestibule of eternity"
Wow I hear that! xx
BB π°π
β06-06-2021 12:02 AM
β06-06-2021 12:02 AM
@bipolarbunny thanks BB
I must admit I also feel the concrete in the veins!
β06-06-2021 07:48 AM
β06-06-2021 07:48 AM
Thanks @bipolarbunny for your support writing here is the only place I feel I can be me. Snd write exactly how I feel. It may not rhyme or make sense but that's me. I'm not great at writing.
β06-06-2021 08:04 AM
β06-06-2021 08:04 AM
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