Broken

[Former-Member]

Hey there @Loz_3647, while we don't know the full story, a lot of us here have had similar experiences. 

I know for me, being in that place was so lonely. And I felt like nobody would ever understand. But slowly, with small actions, I was able to come out the other side. I hope you can too. 

We are here to share with you what has helped us and support you with recovery. Would it be helpful if we shared some things which have helped us get through? 

And for anyone reading at home, we have a How to guide: Create safety online when talking about suicide to check-out too ❤️ 

[Former-Member]

heya @Loz_3647, I've sent you an email to check-in and would love to hear back from you ❤️  

[Historylover]

I won't be missed by anyone, @Loz_3647, but that doesn't tell me of my worth. And it doesn't stop me from making the best of whatever time I have. I figured out long ago that if I was worthless, they wouldn't be trying so hard to make me feel worthless.  It would be obvious. They might even be trying to help me. (As if!!). I fight dark thoughts daily and it's tough, really tough. And it's all so damned unfair. I have been used, abused, robbed and exploited—and they wouldn't have done that to a worthless person. We're thinking of you @Loz_3647. 

[Messsedup]

Keep swimming @Loz_3647. That awesome island of all good things is waiting for you. The waves can be rough but they can push you to land quicker too.
Glad that you reached out. I just know this step will get you help. If not...keep strong and know it is ok to be broken for a while while you plan your rebuild, stronger for this adversity.